The Breaking/Hatching of a Heart. And Words from my Heart

I gave you everything that I had
I guess it wasn't quite enough
I threw my heart out on a string
And I did it all for love
I waited on you for hours
Until those hours grew into days
I wanted nothing more than to see you happy
To see the smile on your face


For every moment spent together
The talk of dancing in the rain
Every second I held you in my arms
To take away the pain
For the moonlight on the water
The night we watched the stars
All these moments leading up to now
And the breaking of a heart


We ran away and climbed up the hill
The sun shining from above
You tripped fell right into my arms
It was then I fell in love
All the promises we have broken
And all the promises that we've kept
All the beautiful moments that lead to now and
The tears that we've both wept

The pain still there to remind me
Of reasons to be upset
Though all of it is behind me
There's still so much I regret
Though it's hard to believe it was meant to be
That it was all part of your plan
I'm starting to see that it's making me
The person who I am


So for the snow that comes with winter
For the growth that comes from pain
For the joke I can't remember
Although the laughter long remains
For the moonlight on the water
And the bright and morning star
Lord, I give you praise for all that makes
Of the hatching of a heart

For the strength that comes with friendship
For the warmth that comes with hope
For the love time can't diminish
And the time love takes to grow
For the faith that brought to finish
All I doubted at the start
Lord, I give you praise for all that makes
Of the hatching of a heart...



But I gave my heart to you... I believe it was meant to be. I made a promise to love you. With every breath I breathe. So if you decide to come back, I will be waiting right here. If there is a storm that you can't handle, I'll save you from your fears.

I'll always be here. I'll always love you. I do love you. More than you know... And if you'd look into my eyes, you would see it. If you touched me you just might feel it. If you knew me, you'd know my heart and my affection towards you. There's no one beside you that I could ever feel this way about. I love you. And those words aren't said only to win your affection... they're from my heart. Not from the bottom, but from the center of my heart, my hearts very core. And I mean what I say... I see you as the princess that you are. And I love you as the angel that you are... I love you. I love you. Forever, I'll love you. If only you would allow me to love you...
I'll be there to catch you when you fall
To love you when you don't feel loved
To care for you when you need someone
To be your lover
I'll be here.

And I start to think... Maybe this is what God is saying to us. He cries out for His bride, but do we listen? Or do we pursue something else... I'm glad our selfishness doesn't determine his love for us.
I love you, God... I feel I am beginning to know your heart. And thank you for giving it to me. I want to see the world in your eyes. So this is also the cry of my heart, that I be more like you. The way that I laugh, love, live... The way that I do life every day would reflect who you are. Teach me your ways. I almost feel like calling you Sensei, but you are so far above even the level that those who are called sensei have reached. You are beautiful. :) I want to SWIM in your presence! And bask in the glory of your face! And feel your love all around me! AHH! I love you, God! Thank you for giving me my heart. :)
BTW, God, if you ever read this, would you take the time to tell me what you think?? Your opinion matters to me the most. :)
I love you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much!!!!!! :D We need to hang out more often.

-Sincerely, Britain. :) Your son